Romance + Passion

Aachan has been thinking about it.

Valentines day is ending soon and welcome to my second Valentine post lol. Since, the previous post has a non-romantic content, I decided to make the obligatory romantic post...of sorts. XD

You're My Fuckin' Valentine!

Aachan wonders what day is it today.

Alas! The day has come. Happy Valentines day, everyone. And for this day, I chose BUCK- TICK's "My Fuckin' Valentine" as song of the day. Though others might disagree and prefer ROMANCE as the song of the day. 

NOTE: Pardon my FRENCH in this post...as my rock persona takes in place.

Sometimes...

Why do some people ignore those who are dearest to them and would care more to impress strangers?

Who are we to you?

What's Ahead of Me

Transition from interior and exterior in Japanese Architecture.

This school year, I realized something about myself. I realized that I am more comfortable being by myself. Though sometimes, I wish I have friends or family to talk with...but when I am by myself, I think of a lot of things. I discern and search what I truly want. For over the years, I've been always objective, and being selective (of preferences) comes very rarely to me. Now, most of the time, I spend my time by myself, since mom and dad goes to work. My schedule isn't as packed as before (though the workload is 3 times harder), so I'm always left alone in he house. when I'm alone, there are only three things I do: work, enjoying myself (reading, watching, playing...etc) or thinking. When I think, my mind flies and think of my future. What do I want to do? What should I do? What should I improve?...and whatnot.

Random

courtesy of mclelun

It's my first time hearing about someone who hates cockcroaches because...they are too shiny.

WAH, so weird. lol

Mindset

From my fave watercolor artist: Aogiri Natsu

It has been raining a lot lately. The weather reminds me of the artwork above. It's from FLAT, a manga that I was reading last year.

I've been gathering my thoughts and slowly adjusting to school life again. The schedule is quite free and its making me procrastinate. Wah. Bad thing. Anyway, it's the third week and tomorrow's my defense proposal.  All I have is my draft. I should work, but I still need to adjust my mindset.

And...

Another issue came up within our class. It's starting up again...this unhealthy atmosphere.

Busy and Distracted at the same time...

Arki Judgement Day: We were waiting for our grades at 9pm last march 30.

After that fateful day (last March 30), I was able to survive the fourth year of my course (I remember struggling in that school year). Too many problems and issues came up within that school year. The photo above was a candid photo of us waiting if we pass (and move on to our last year) or not. You can clearly see our tired faces. That night was so long....and I haven't slept for 3 days back then.

Now, I have to work on my thesis and I am kind of scared and doubtful on how things will become. The approval of my proposal came with a lot of surprises. I have another scheduled trip outside the country this coming September. 

I have been researching a lot lately for me to start on my Thesis Proposal and to be prepared for my Proposal defense next week.  Please pray for me.

This photo is the epitome of my state of mind:  
Most of the time serious, sometimes curious and...tell me what is that?

Those who can answer will have a special prize. 8|

On the other hand, I have a handful of distractions: cats, work, blogging and fandom. I have a feeling that I like web designing. I spend hours on codes and stuff and I never get tired of it. I should discern on this more. Myahhh~

For now, I'm off to work on my scholarship paperwork. Ah...today's so hot.

Tribute

Hanagata Masatoshi Kobayashi of Kobayashi Gekidan

Perhaps this is one of the saddest news of this year. Kobayashi Gekidan's Hanagata (Third Rank, Star) Masatoshi Kobayahi passed away last May 22. He was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia after he collapsed in the middle of a show last April in Gifu. He was admitted in a hospital in Kumamoto and not even a month after admittance, he departed this life. Masatoshi was just 20 years old.

Smile~

At times when I am down, I never thought such small things would make me smile.

Today wasn't really my happiest day. I just came from the doctor and the treatment was painful. Usually, this makes me down for about a week. However, some small discoveries just make me smile.

I just watched the first episode of "Meringue no Kimochi" Season 2 and I dug up articles/reviews that inspired me to write. These two just made my day. :D

Some things...

Thinking inside a tree. 

I have been thinking a lot lately.

Midnight

I want to dance.

Too much uncertainties...sometimes, I just don't know.

Photo: Richard Artero de Guzman

Thinking...

Working...

Yeah, I know. There are still a lot of crazy stuff to do and I shouldn't be disheartened. 

I could just prove my point, right?

Seaside

I miss my long wavy hair, actually.

I should visit the sea more often. I love to see the horizon.