My Cameo Lover~

credit to:  banzaiyears

Just read the "Love Me" book and it did complete the puzzle of how the hell five weird guys were able to make one of Jrock industry's legendary band. Well, it's more of a positive read (or cool read with all their blood, sweat and tears written in that book) and I AM MUCH happy about it. Really. I was able to read bits and pieces of the LOVE ME chapters before, especially on Hide and Aachan's penned biographies. They were still at my age that time, so their stories are really fresh. BUT when I say positive, it means that it can be a motivating read. Sometimes, interviews get the whole gist about how depressing someone's life is back then. So positive read is good, because their stories really aren't as positive as they were written. And I am talking about Sakurai Atsushi's story.

When I read Aachan's interview back in 2005, he was able to reveal more about his story than his written biography. This is my second time reading a life of a popular Jrocker (first was Gackt's...out of curiosity) and it actually surprised me how...depressing it was. His poems in his book, "Yasou" didn't help either. All I have to say is that this person has a lot of scars. He did emphasize that all that he wanted was to be loved.  He went through so much that it can make readers be depressed as well. I am glad he is happily married now for the second time (hopefully).

Since, I was listening to my playlist today, I decided to listen to my fave artists to avoid the depressing feeling. I really loved this single, "Cameo Lover" from Kimbra, ever since I've heard it from last year. I think, it was on replay since the start of the year. lol 

Oh, how I wish I would be his lover (or his wife lol), but a Cameo Lover would be okay. lol I'll the leave loving part up to his wife (go girl~). This song surprisingly fits him. Here's a lyric video:

The lines, "Let go of your mother and turn to your brother. Not a long gone lover's noose. Sometimes baby the hardest part of breaking is leaving pieces behind you" eerily fits his life story. He did admit that he has to let his mother go, but still he continues to write songs about her to comfort himself. His brother , probably, is one of the most amazing people around him that loves him so much, even though he was kinda harsh before. Aachan did confirm that his brother is the only person in the world that he can trust with his life. And the line with the two arms tangled with ladies? It hit bull's eye.

Well, now that I've heard of this song again, I doubt it will be forgotten for the next few days. It painted a different story to me now. So, this song would be like a message to people like Aachan, people with scars and tell them to open up their hearts and to let us pull them out from their black holes. ^^